I have been coping wih binge eating disorder for 6 years...and I'm only 5 feet tall and weigh about 135. I know I shouldn't diet but I really want to be 120-125. I'm starting the SpecialK diet today. Yesterday was a bad binge day (about 5,000 calories). Im 20 years old and I feel like I am wasting my life, I just want to be happy with myself and stop binging. Feel free to comment, I need all the help I can get.